Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Day 8 (Stacey)



Stacey’s breathing was ragged and her body strained from exhaustion. Sweat dripped into her eyes, but she wiped them away with a gloved hand. She couldn’t stop now. Not like this.

Her opponent smiled wryly under his blue headgear. He was tall, at least two heads taller than her. And his reach far longer than hers. So she couldn’t attack his face. Too much distance and she would be wasting strength for a definitive hit. No, she would need to take the body. But the enemy was clever. He knew his weakness. And protected it. Every time she advanced near for a body hit, he would jab out, forcing her back, landing a couple of blows to the top of her head as she retreated. Those attacks did little damage, but they wasted her time. Her strength. Stacey had yet to land any serious hits on the man and time was running out. It didn’t look good.

But she couldn’t stop. She lifted her arms, and moved in for another attack, this time from the left. Seeing her advance, the man dropped his arms lower for defence. She didn’t care.

She ran in.

His left arm snaked out for an attack but she saw that straight away, and side-stepped it. She moved in for a one-two combo to the ribs, one she knew would do maximum damage.

His right fist was faster than she’d anticipated. It careened into her with such force that her head snapped back on impact and she saw black for a split second. Desperately, she skipped backwards, her arms up to prevent a follow-up.

It came. In her haste to retreat, she did not pull back far enough. She had merely landed in his range. Her opponent took advantage of that. He attacked.

Several one-two combos smashed into her arms as she protected her head from further injuries. The man’s long reach meant more power behind his punches. Her arms absorbed as much punishment as they could but something had to give. One of the punches managed to push through her defence with brute force, slamming into the side of her head.

Her world exploded into light.

When she became of aware of her surroundings, she was on the floor. Her opponent was standing away from her. In the distance, she could hear the referee counting.

3... 4...

Get up.

She shook her head to clear it. It was so heavy. Everything was so heavy.

5...
Get up. You said you would show them. You said you would not lose.

6... 7...

She was on one knee now, but was still swaying. Nausea threatened to overwhelm her.

8...

You’ll never lose! YOU PROMISED!

With a force of will, she got to her feet. The referee came to her, asking if she could still continue. Stacey waved him away. She could dimly hear the roar of approval from the spectators.

“You’re pretty persistent,” said her opponent above the noise, this man of height and reach, “for a girl.”

She grinned. “Shut up and fight.”

He gave a mock bow, and raised his gloves. He moved to attack, to not give her space to recover. But Stacey was quicker. She darted forward before him, her arms poised for attack. The left arm snaked out once more, forcing her back. Unperturbed, she started her run again. Same run, same pattern. The left arm jabbed out, which she dodged easily enough. Then the right upper cut. The same one that had felled her before.

Her right hand reacted instantly, swatting that attack away, allowing Stacey space to move in more. Suddenly, she was in range.

Gotcha!

She let out a quick yell as her gloves crashed into the man’s ribs in quick succession. They were fast, but not without power. Her opponent moved to defend himself but he was too slow. She danced out of range. Then, in again, to the right this time. Same run. Same pattern. However, the man was even slower and she managed another two-punch hit on the body. She easily evaded a feeble counterattack and delivered a hefty uppercut into his stomach. He doubled over in pain, his head dipping a little lower.

A little lower was all Stacey needed. In a roar of triumph, she threw out a right hook with all her weight behind it. It smashed into his jaw, whipping his head back. His eyes registered pain, then glazed over as he fell to the ground heavily.

She let the referee push her to a safe zone as he began the countdown. She watched as the fallen man stayed down for all ten counts. Then she allowed the referee to declare her the victor amidst cheers and boos. When that was done, she walked over to the fallen man and his cohort that were attempting to rouse him.

“Tell Viet he fought well, and that he was close,” Stacey told them with a grin, “And also, he owes me two thousand dollars. Cash. Thanks!” Her grin grew wider.

She was still smiling as she exited the ring but that slowly dissipated as she noticed the man standing next to the doors. He was in an officer’s uniform, and his markings labelled him as a Lieutenant. He started walking towards her.

“Private Lang,” stated the man when he reached her.

She saluted briskly. “Sir!” she said.

He nodded. “You’re not bad. Quick. And tenacious.”

“Thank you Sir!”

“Though,” he continued, a frown forming, “it doesn’t seem like this is an official match. Not an actual tournament anyway.”

“Uh... It was a friendly challenge from Private Doan Sir! We thought to compare skills in boxing between men and women,” she quickly explained, “Sir!”

The man waved her excuses dismissively. “I don’t really care,” he said, “I’m just a messenger. This is yours.” He took a white envelope from his pocket and handed it to her.

“Transfer orders, effective in two days. You’re to be transferred to a quick response unit in Melbourne,” he explained as she read the missive, “We’ve had an accident with one of our personnel and you’re the replacement. Seems like it’s urgent too.”

Stacey looked up at this mysterious man. “With all due respect, Sir... why me?”

He shrugged, “Beats me. Major Lee asked for you personally. It won’t be an easy assignment, but the perks are pretty good in the long-run.” He gave a wry grin. “However, I’m just a messenger as said, so good luck Private Lang.”

“You’re gonna need it.”

Monday, November 5, 2012

Day 5 (Vincent)



All who witness Vincent's ungainly gait, can see that he is obviously drunk. He sways and he staggers. He whistles a jaunty tune. He carries a bottle of beer in his hand. The contents of the bottle swish as he swings it with abandon.

He is drunk. So drunk that he doesn't see the group of men before him. There are four men, rough-looking to bystanders. Some have scars. All have an air of danger about them. They have their hands in their pockets.

One sees Vincent's inebriated state, points him out to his comrades. They all do a bit a chuckle. And head straight for him. A man, bald and with a sneer on his face, bumps his shoulder into Vincent’s. It is a hard shove, and Vincent stumbles. The bottle falls from his hand and onto the hard ground, shattering on impact. Its contents not much use anymore.

Vincent manages to right himself just as the bald man turns to him.

“Hey! What the fuck man?” he shouts in a show of intimidation, “Why the fuck did you do that? You wanna die man?” His comrades start surrounding Vincent, the sneers more apparent. There is a big guy in green on his left, and a scarred fellow on this right. There is somebody behind him as well.

“You gonna apologize? You gonna give me compensation and fucking apologize?” the bald one screams.

Vincent doesn’t reply. He still stares at the broken bottle. His eyes barely focus on the golden liquid drying on the ground.

“Well? You gonna apologize or what motherfucker?” the man repeats. He pulls out a wicked-looking knife. He seems the type to use it to. Now it is a mugging. Insidious. Common. Vincent still doesn’t respond. So, the man moves the knife nearer to his chest.

“Hey! You listening to me? Motherfucker!” The knife hovers nearer.

Vincent moves. His left hand whips out in a blur and rips the knife out of his assailant’s own. It slashes across the man in green’s throat, a red mist in its wake. Then, the knife changes its angle and impales itself into the bald man’s throat. Vincent pulls the knife out in fluid motion and as the victim claws at his throat to stem the bleeding, stabs the scarred one in the chest. Once, twice. Three times and the man goes down. There is a dark stain forming on his shirt.

There is movement from behind and Vincent sways to the right. A tattooed arm holding a serrated knife ghosts past his left shoulder. Vincent’s right hand grips it, and his left hand slashes down, his weapon slicing the veins of the tattooed arm. There is a cry and the serrated knife falls. Vincent turns to see a man in a blue T-shirt falling to the ground, clutching his hand in a desperate attempt to stop the bleeding. It does not succeed. Vincent watches as the man slowly joins his comrades on the ground. The whole scene ends in less than thirty seconds.

There are now sirens. And the familiar flashing red lights.

“Police!” someone shouts, and he hears the clicking of readied revolvers. “Hands above your head!”
Vincent decides to comply. He drops the knife onto the pool of blood gathering at his feet, then raises his hand in surrender. He smiles.

An officer with a thick beard runs at him, grabbing him roughly and placing his hands behind his back. Vincent feels cold metal on his wrists as the officer cuffs him.

“They started it,” he said while his rights are being read to him, “They spilt my beer.”

The Police place him in an isolated cell. He has to be treated such, they tell him, as he has just murdered four people. He shrugs at that. The dead men started it. He sits in the cell, and closes his eyes.

He opens them again when he hears the rattling of keys near his cell. He looks at the clock. It’s been almost four hours. This one is longer than normal. Vincent shakes his head. There will need to be words.

The officer with the beard opens the cell door. There is puzzlement and anger on his face. He doesn’t understand.

“I don’t how the fuck this happened, but you’re free,” he says, the rage evident in his voice, “A guy kills four men in public and walks. What the fuck!”

Vincent doesn’t explain. He shrugs, gets up and exits the cell.

When he leaves the police station, he sees a man waiting for me. This man wears a black trenchcoat. Behind him, also in black, is a van. Its engine is running.

“Major Lee needs to talk to you,” says the man, and starts walking towards the van.

Vincent watches the man leave. Then he smiles and follows.

He begins whistling.

Saturday, November 3, 2012

Day 3 (Jordan)

GREY AREA PROTECTIVE SERVICES
CLASSIFICATION: NONE

OFFICE OF PROCUREMENT
PROC. OFF. RAJESH B.
SHIPMENT DELIVERY DELAY NOTICE


ATTN: JORDAN L., MAJ, REAPER COM.
DATE: 030112012-2132

 

Dear Sir,

Due to administrative error, your armament shipment (ARS#10593991) was delayed. The new expected delivery date is now 29-NOV-2012.

Please take this information and do the needful.

We are very sorry for any convenience caused.


[END OF NOTICE]






These fucking clowns. This is what happens when you outsource your procurement department.

If I ever meet the moron behind that decision, I'm going to rip his balls off and feed them to him through a straw.

Friday, November 2, 2012

Day 2 (Vic)

New orders came in this morning. I tried to fight it... why am I being sent to Fiji?!! Fuck!! I want to be here in Melbourne. I need to be here. But apparently there is a 'conflict of interest' and 'it's an order!'

Fuck him.

Tropics might keep my mind off things over here. I'm sure she'll be alright. I heard Team Charlie was sent in last night. I tried to join in as a consultant, but the CO didn't let me.

Fuck him.

But rumor is that things are ok back at the lab. Team Charlie seems to have 'mission accomplish'.

Fuck it. Some sun, beach, blood and guts might do me good. Heard it's bad down there in Fiji. Some merc camp or something. Team Foxtrot has gone dark.

Fuck.

Hope we find them.

Thursday, November 1, 2012

Day 2 (Jordan)

GREY AREA PROTECTIVE SERVICES
CLASSIFICATION: GREEN

OFFICE OF PSYCHIATRIC ASSESSMENTS
PSYCHOLOGICAL REPORT
PSYREP RC-05-142583
REF GP159-31


ATTN: JORDAN L., MAJ, REAPER COM.
DATE: 020112012-1115


Hey there. Haven't seen you in a while. You should drop by sometime. Maybe we can go through an assessment of our own ;)

As you requested, here's a copy of the psych report prepared for your new guy. Quite a character you picked up. Between being batshit insane and the drug addiction, I don't know which is worse - having him as an enemy or an ally.

Stay safe.

V.

REPORT PREPARED BY: DR. V. TUCKER
SUBJECT: PVT RAYNER L. (REAPER COMPANY)
ASSESSMENT DATE: 29102012-0930


PHYSICAL ASSESSMENT
The subject presents as a pale-skinned, slightly emaciated Asian male of average height. He appears unkempt, with overly long and unwashed hair. Based upon the foul pungent stench that permeates his clothing and the degree of filth present upon every part of his body, one may surmise the subject has not showered for several weeks.

Initial questioning revealed the subject was incoherent and shivering uncontrollably. Further analysis suggested the subject was under the influence of methamphetamine. The subject was pacified after several doses of Bupropion.

Despite his disheveled appearance, the subject scored phenomenally well in combat fitness assessments, placing him in the top seventh percentile among existing GAPS combat personnel. The subject displayed particular aptitude with long-range firearms.

MENTAL ASSESSMENT
There is no obvious sign of clinical depression or anxiety, however, the subject's apathy towards basic hygiene is troubling. It is likely this is a preexisting condition which has been exacerbated in recent weeks by heavy methamphetamine abuse.

Despite having spent a lifetime engaged in murder, rape, theft and robbery, the subject exhibits no sense of guilt or remorse. This apparent lack of empathy indicates a signficant probability of sociopathy. Presumably, the subject's prolonged exposure to violence has normalized such anti-social behaviour.

The subject also shows a high level of irritability and aggression, requiring very little provocation before engaging in violent altercation. This impulsiveness is again perhaps a preexisting condition exacerbated by methamphetamine usage.

Unlike classic sociopathic behaviour, the subject has displayed a limited ability to form and maintain relationships with others. In particular, the subject revealed he was in a steady relationship with a female - 'Connie' - although this relationship is understandably characterised by regular conflicts.

I would certainly like to interview this 'Connie' if the opportunity presents itself.

RECOMMENDATION
With a known history of violent and unpredictable behaviour, the subject would be ideal for operations in third-world environments where no strong legal enforcement agencies operate, and where extrajudicial killings are the norm.

Recommend a strict regime of anti-psychotics administration.

And keep him off the damn meth.


[END OF REPORT]

Day 2 (EePin)


Doc, if you’re reading this, I jumped leave and joined an assignment. Gotta take my mind off things you know? Don’t report me. I mean it. Still can’t fucking sleep.

Simple assignment today. We just had to protect a guy, a banker while he travelled from Tullamarine airport to the Treasury House in Melbourne. I was paired with Rayner this time round, our resident long-range expert. Sharp as a tack, and quite the talker too. Not the best guy to have at your back though, he... gets a little jittery if the going gets too tough. Word has it he’s a bit of a junkie, and I’ve seen him pop pills and all, but that’s another story. This one’s about a banker with a briefcase handcuffed to his wrist. We met him, took a Humvee (black for the classy look), and went on the freeway.

Rayner was quiet today, sulking most likely. Didn’t answer me when I asked why the Treasury House was still in use. It’s like 200 years old or something like that. I prodded him again. He bit. Told me of his latest argument with his girl, Connie.

I rolled my eyes at that. I always do. It’s a usual tale. I hear it every couple of days. Connie and Rayner, we hang out sometimes, and Christ do they argue. Bicker. Shout. Fucking annoying at times. But I didn’t tell him that. I listened. I made the right noises. I empathized, then drifted off. Thought about something else. Then, he said something odd.

‘You know, Command lost contact with Foxtrot?’

Lost contact?

‘Yeah, they dived into Fiji somewhere, sabotage mission against the junta or something like that. Two day mission, MIA for four. Brass is considering sending in another team. Hope it ain’t us.”

This bothers me. Foxtrot is Jon’s team. Jonathan Ho, the best guerrilla specialist around. And a fucking brilliant leader. While it’s not unheard of for a team to go quiet after a mission deadline, this is Jon’s team. He would have found a way. This isn’t good.

The banker chimed in then. Waved his hand and almost threw the briefcase at us. He told us of being in Fiji a couple of weeks before. It’s not a good place. The underground was abuzz with news of abductions. People disappeared regularly. The government denied everything, as they did. A source had told him of a secret location where special forces were being trained, or worked upon to be better.

Worked upon? I asked.

Steroids? The banker could only guess. As bankers did. But the rumour seemed legit. Perhaps that’s where this Foxtrot team was going to.

Of course, we realised we broke protocol by discussing mission parameters, but hey, I was on leave. We shut up after though. And made the usual small talk until the extract point. Left him there with his own security, and buggered out of there. Simple job. Took my mind off things. Added more stuff.

Back at base, when we were preparing to go our separate ways, I turned to Rayner.

They’ll check in soon. Jon always does.

Rayner shrugged, popped a couple of blue pills, and walked off.

They’ll check in soon.

But now, Doc, I’m not so sure.

Might try to sleep now. Doubt it will come. 

Day 1 (Vic)

I'm a bit worried. I haven't seen Lee Yoong in the past two days since she was called in to work at one of Dee Baxter Drake Research Institute (D.B.D.R.I) Melbourne labs. 

"It's just a minor work emergency. It'll be fine, honey. Probably just some quality control issue that trigger the automatic alarm. It'll be funny if it was just a rat chewing through one of those fridge sensors. I'll see you in the morning!"

She gave me a quick kiss and off she went, disappearing down the road at 1 am in her Camry.

I met LY during one of my body guard mission in Russian. She was almost invisible in the background, blending in with Dr. Gudmundsson's myriad of laboratory assistants of Project Lazurus that followed him everywhere. She was intelligent, witty and a smile that cracked my stone, cold facade.

I was tasked with escorting a "sample" between facilities in Siberia; apparently LY was tasked with the unenviable task of supervising its delivery. We hit it off quickly; after all, there isn't much to do sitting at the back of the truck, freezing cold as it slowly made its way across the country in near blizzard condition. Conversation with her was like sunshine, and time passed quickly. By the time we arrived at our destination, I knew she was the one. I would've proposed to her right then and there if it weren't for the fact that we were in the middle of nowhere of Siberia with a cargo with an animal of some sort that growled with an uncannily human voice. But all turned out well as we got married a a few months later. In 2012, we were stationed in Melbourne, Australia when D.B.D.R.I established a laboratory. My unit was assigned to the security of the facility; wasn't too hard to get assigned here when you have friends in HR.

I just got back to Melbourne a couple of days ago from a tour of duty for G.A.P.S in... well, that's actually classified. Suffice to say, it was somewhere godforsaken, hot, and bloody sandy. Oh god, the damn sand. Got into everything!! But I digress. It was a long awaited R&R, I missed LY and It was good change of pace. What I do... well, sometimes we just got to do things that reminds us that we are good, decent human beings.

LY called me the next morning. She sounded a bit stress, perhaps tired.

"Hey babe, looks like its a bit... ummm... com..plex.. More complicated than we thought. I think we have it locked... I mean, its all under control. But we need to just do a couple more tests here before I can come home. Dr G's been on our backs since I got in last night... Don't see what all the rush is for.."

She complained to me over the phone. "I'll be home soon enough... Hopefully if all goes well. Love you!"

"Love you too! Let's take the rest of the week off when you get back. We'll go somewhere nice."

"That's sounds nice... Well, gotta go... Bye..."

That was the last I've heard from her, two days ago. Calls to her mobile and work number only redirected to voicemail. And when I went to the lab this morning, it was cordoned off from public. Luckily my GAPS credentials got me past the police roadblock to a senior GAPS officer that looked harried. Despite my many questions that he refused to answer, the GAPS officer immediately revoked my R&R and ordered me to standby for further orders at the GAPS barracks, a Code Black - possible enemy attack in progress. 

I sit here with my hands clasps together in prayer. Head down and hoping... no... begging whatever supernatural, almighty force out there to protect LY. God... I don't know how I'm gonna live without her.

I suppose I'm more than 'a bit' worried.

Day 1 (Rayner)

I close my eyes, and remember the good old days. When life was easy, free, and petty. Freedom with zero responsibilities and a wad of parental cash to keep me through the times. That was life. THE LIFE! Now I'm stuck in this hell hole. This parasitic arena where my life and soul are slow depleting. All of this exchange for the little wonders of money and what money can buy.

Sure initially money was the world!

Money move mountains, and fill valleys. With money, the world is yours to take and command. And when there's money, there's always a need for more. It's a drug... this... money! With just a sniff of success, the addiction kicks in. I need to rise higher and higher. I need to be the top brass.

At first it started with a shitty job sweeping the streets. But soon, it grew. I was left to manage a small contingent of the most technologically advanced sweeper unit... That and to get everyone else fired and rise up the ranks. I couldn't care less about what others thought. They were just a stepping stone. They all were... including my manager. Once I grew, I took even his place. But being a manager of sweeper units, the most shittiest job you can find in this metropolis, has it's credit.

Once there it was easy for me to access the dark side of this city.  To smell the roaches of the underworld. To dwell with the rats of this infested city. Sure these are scums, but scums with deep pockets, deeper than you can ever dream. They have what I needed, and are willing to exchange a little for my services. This only seems fair, and through the times, I was making enough to afford extensive holidays.

Stupid as it is, I took a many of these holidays, and it wasn't long before the higher ups thought it strange. I was investigated and shut down. Sure I had to pay the price, but I sure as hell ain't gonna do it alone. To ease my sentence, I told them each and every location of these scums, their routines, their backups, even down to their whores and contacts. But still it wasn't enough. In this world, trafficking of an illicit material starts you off with a death sentence. It was up to me and I sure as hell ain't gonna die in this hell hole!

As the trial continued, my contribution lessened to the point of almost a pardon, but at a costly fine. The lifeblood of the courts and they want me to throw away my addiction to this money and more? But at least it was something I can work with. I had to come up with that money within a year or I'd get slammed back into the cage.

This was it, my only chance.

My only break.

But with such a hefty fine there was no way in hell short of robbing a bank to get access to that load....that is until I met Jordan.

Jordan being one of the contacts my networks turned up proved to be a savior, MY savior!. He was in charge of a recruitment program for initiates willing to be bodyguards. A company called GAPS was it's name. A stupid name I'd thought. I've got a huge gap right here in my pocket that needs to be filled!

It wasn't until he told me the pay of veterans that caught my attention. 6 figures if I jump to the top. And how is this feasible? Because Jordan himself did it. I easily forgot our entire conversation except the 6 figures. It was huge. This was it. I can do this. I just need to make the money, and free myself from this wealth of a drug.

It was my repentance and my salvation.....or so I'd thought.

Day 1 (Jordan)


GREY AREA PROTECTIVE SERVICES
CLASSIFICATION: OBSIDIAN

MEMORANDUM FOR THE DIRECTOR OF PUBLIC RELATIONS
FROM: MAJ. JORDAN L. (REAPER COMPANY)
SUBJECT: SITREP. OPERATION FADED HOPE

At 0213 hours, routine patrol of Sector #875 (MERAUKE TOWNSHIP) led by Lt. Eepin P. (DELTA PLATOON) engaged in combat operations with suspected insurgents. The engagement lasted until 0249 hours, with DELTA CCO reporting all enemy combatants successfully terminated, with no friendly casualties. Unfortunately, during the engagement a large number of civilian casualties were sustained.

A full report of the incident has been filed under INCIDENT#093 (ref. DOC-051213).

As per company policy, I have recalled all members of DELTA PLATOON from the area of operations, and initiated the following procedures to avoid potential negative media scrutiny of company involvement:

  • Witnesses of INCIDENT#093 have been silenced.
  • Evidence of Company involved in said incident have been removed.

This includes the termination of all persons currently residing in Sector #875 and surrounding areas. Successive sweeps of affected areas have confirmed no survivors remain.

As of 0437 hours, MERAUKE TOWNSHIP has been completely destroyed via deployment of incendiary munitions consistent with those in use by insurgent forces. All traces of Company involvement in the incident have been destroyed.

Recon teams reported government forces arrived at 0521 hours to investigate. Company sources within the government have confirmed that the insurgents are being blamed for the attack - no trace of Company involvement was discovered.

Despite significant collateral damage incurred as a result of the incident, I am happy to report that CAPTAIN WONG - the main organizer of insurgent forces - was one of the casualties of DELTA PLATOON's actions. With his removal, we can expect resistance throughout the country to collapse in the ensuing power struggle among his lieutenants.

It is my opinion that OPERATION FADED HOPE has been concluded successfully. The Company may begin its procurement of petroleum assets in the region without further disturbances.


[END OF MEMORANDUM]


Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Day 1 (EePin)


So the Doc told me to do this. It helps, she says, with organising your thoughts. And all that baloney. Well here I am. Writing in a stupid book for her reading pleasure. To battle insomnia. Laughable. I earn a six digit salary, live in the swankiest apartment in Melbourne, and have all the toys a man could ever want.

And I can’t fucking sleep.

Jordan says I don’t like my job, six figures or not. He’s right in a way. I never saw my future living like this. My parents wanted me to be a doctor. Typical Asian mentality. Normal.

Ordinary.

I didn’t want ordinary. I wanted the world. Oh I did the dutiful thing, studied medicine in the University they picked, worked on the exams, tried my best to be the responsible one. But it was all so... boring. I quit on the fourth year. Left the class, threw my books in the trash, walked out and never looked back.

You should have heard the shouting back in the house.

I left home and joined the Army. I wanted to see the world. I was out there for ten years.

I will tell you this. The world is a fucked up place. And unkind. The things I’ve seen. The things I’ve done. Unforgivable things maybe. I had enough. Quit the service and came back to Melbourne. In a bid to reconnect with this world I had left behind, I met up with my old uni-mate Jordan, who worked with this company called the Grey Area Protective Services, or GAPS.  He explained how the job involved simple bodyguarding duties, things that someone of my experience could do. More importantly, he said I had brains, and I would rise up the ranks very quickly.

Rise I did, after joining GAPS. What I believed would be a quick stint for money, well, this is my third year here now. Got a squad of my own. Mates I can count on. Six-figure pay. Everything I can buy and more. All I have to do is protect people.

And kill people. Ah fuck, he was just a kid. With a wooden gun.

Doc says it’s not my fault in that mission. Well, she wasn’t the one who pulled the trigger. I described to her what a shotgun round does to a body from three metres away. She didn’t seem too happy about that.

Fuck. His eyes. They didn’t close when he fell. I dream those eyes.

Those eyes and more.

Lookee here Doc, the sun’s up. Brilliant idea.